Journey of a Life from Sex to Child

Imagine you are bundled in a Gun like a bullet and fired with full force. You might think that the question itself is weird but every one in this World start their journey of life like this  exactly as I started.

It was dark. I could not see or feel a thing. It was hot everywhere. I forgot where from I came here and How I came here. But my objectives were clear. Find the egg and invade it.

The heat around me was increasing. There was some excessive movement that I could feel. I could not understand a thing but at last it happened. It was like a sudden explosion. Being affected by an explosion is one thing but being a part of an explosion is more disastrous. I never had experienced such a force. I was thrown into the walls of a passage which later I understood as the walls of the Vagina.

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The Vagina is the protective shield for me. If I am out of it I would die the instant I become dry. The warm and healthy atmosphere inside a Vagina would keep alive for at least 5 days. But before that I should travel and find the egg and invade it.

I never had imagined such a big competition in the task. Along with me, more than million of other Sperm cells had got ejaculated with the same speed that I was thrown out. Some could not sustain the speed and had decelerated and stopped travelling. They would be dead meat in no time and would be washed away in a short time from now.

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I was one of the luckiest who were alive and still travelling. Some collided in the walls of the Vagina, lost their speed and life. I was trying to be careful. But it was a lengthy and arduous journey. I persisted. I knew I have to be the winner in the game to reach the egg first.

Reaching the egg alone doesn't guarantee fertilization. But my first objective was that. Reaching the egg. The tunnel was extending further and further as kept on moving careful not collide with the walls or the other moving sperms. I could see a lot of my co-travelers lose speed and die miserably.But that didn't deter me from travelling towards my destination.

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At last that spectacular looking globe of egg was in front of me. It was the most attractive thing I have ever seen. But there were more than 100 sperm cells still travelling with me. Only one of us would get a chance to enter the heaven.

Some of the cells who were faster than me collided against the wall of the egg and bounced back, fell down and died. I knew I could not alter my speed - only luck could make it possible. I saw some other cells losing acceleration and dying. Is that going to be my fate as well. A small fear erupted inside me.

At last I reached the egg and held to the walls of it strongly. I could see couple of other sperm cells doing the same. The walls of an egg are strong and could not be penetrated by us. The egg itself would analyse which one of us is healthier and stronger and open up the gates of heaven.

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That miracle happened after a long wait and slowly the gates opened and I got myself swallowed by the fluids of the egg and to my joy I saw, one of the cells in egg got attracted by my power and came closer. Joining with that cell would forever alter by looks and appearance but I had no choice and since it was an enjoyable experience, I allowed that to happen.

Things were moving very fast. I am slowly losing my identity. I became two then four and multiplied at unimaginable speed.

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First day in the Womb :

In the first day I became a lump. With no form or structure. I am growing faster. But I could not tolerate being just a lump. I wanted to get some shape and that is not in my hands. Reaction and side reactions kept on happening at tremendous speed but not to to give a fast result as I expected.

Next 10 days in the Womb :

In the fifth day I became rounded up. I was looking like a small ball. On the tenth day I looked like a fruit. I was fearing some Eve would ask Adam for this apple I would be eaten. But nothing like that happened. I was growing at a fast rate. To what end and result, I had no idea.

By the end of first Month, My head was formed.

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By the end of second month, my arms and other parts of the body were formed. But I could not use them.

By the end of third month nails, hair, bones, skin and others formed. This is the main phase that determined whether I am going to be a male or female. Even though I could not feel it a CT Scan would showed by this time Who I am ?

By the fourth month bodily fluids start flowing inside me. In the fifth month Hunger and thirst started. In the sixth month encased inside the embryological membrane, I started feeling uneasy. Imagine you are enclosed in a trap where you could not move with no space to even move your hands and legs. It is almost a jail. I desperately wanted to escape from the enclosure but who knows when I will be fully ready to come out ?

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My desperation and efforts to move, moves the entire embryo to the left side of my Mother's Womb. My Mother would have thought I am kicking out of pleasure but no one knows the kind of a situation I am in.

I am lying there in the dark and disgusting hollows of the loins, surrounded by feces and urine. The heart beat of my Mother was like a thunder to me and it never stopped and continued to disturbing me throughout the days and nights.

My limbs are bitten by angry worms and as my body was tender they caused me excessive pain. I cannot wipe them off as My hands and legs are tied up. Is it a punishment or the hell that everyone is talking about. I was surrounded by the strong walls of the Womb, connected by Sinews.I was lying there feeling the pain every moment.

Whatever my Mother eats, Things that are pungent, bitter, hot, salty, sour and acidic, everything created an hell like atmosphere for me. The digestive process was creating lots of noise and smell that could not tolerate any longer.

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With my back and neck curved, held upside down, I had no option for moving and I felt as if I am a caged animal. When this is all going to end ?

I cried aloud, kicked tried my best to escape but the enclosure was more stronger than me and I could not succeed. I was lying there till the tenth month and my presence was considered a burden by the administrator of my Mother's Womb and it started pushing me outside.

Remember, I was upside down. So my head first came out.I was anxious, tired, with pain everywhere in my body. I was pushed out with force through a small opening that I felt compressed, violated and like scum and excrement I was thrown outside.

The moment I came out I tried to speak but found that I was not capable of speaking. Helplessly I was laying here for someone to take me and first clean me off all the dirty fluids surrounding me. I was not able to sit, stand or walk and then I knew I am going to be in the mercy of someone till the time I grow up.

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I am given food that I didn't like and at times when not required. I could not refuse and spell out the reasons why I don't like the food. It was real torture forcing the food that into my throat at a time it was not required. Flies sit on my body, mosquitoes bite but I am helpless and fully dependent on others to even do my basic activities.

The worst part of it is, in times I am allowed to remain uncleaned for long times and the smell of urine and human waste were  killing me...But I was helpless and only thing I could do was crying and I did that a lot.I was desperately waiting for my dependency to end that would end all my sufferings.

But at that time I was not aware that lot of other problems, pains and hardships await when I become an Adult

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My first outing with Indian Transgenders

I wanted to cross dress desperately, that too with people watching me, praising me and I should feel the feminine reactions I get when I am with people who acknowledge me as a female. How to achieve it? I approached a Voluntary Health Organisation in Kolkata, India and requested their help and they suggested me a transgender who could help me out......

My First outing with Indian Transgenders:

It was a cold day in Kolkata, India. I had traveled about 40 Kms to see the transgender suggested by the NGO. Her name was Suman. I was truly excited as this was supposed to be my first outing in female dress. I was waiting exactly at a place where she wanted me to wait with thumping heart and a crazy feeling that I might again come and stroll in that very place in female cloths. I had an odd feeling that she might come late in order to pretend like a real female. And it so happened that she came 30 minutes late in an Auto Rickshaw. The first thing that caught my eyes were her short Skirt showing her thin, long and elegant thighs. I thought she felt confident in that dress and cared a damn about the stares she got from the people surrounding us. 
I introduced myself as we were meeting for the first time even though we had talked earlier over phone. Only when her voice came out one could say that she was a transgender or else she looked exactly like a female.

Transgender's House:

She then took me to her house saying that we had to collect some dresses and make-up things for me.Her house was small, congested like any middle class family's house in Kolkata. Her Father was sitting in the hall and stared at me so hard as it I had come there for stealing something. But she quickly ushered me into her room which was also small but had a bit of privacy. I could imagine how her father felt seeing his only son dressed up like a female in a short mini skirt and bringing a male to his house. I know he might even murder me if he had a chance.She collected some cloths and things and we started to a place where thought would be safe for me to get cross-dressed

Walking Street as a Whore:

On our way to the place she suggested we passed through a deserted lane where I could find groups of men standing here and there. Most of them in their bikes and few in their Cars. While I was wondering what they are doing in a street like this, one more transgender joined us. She was dark, tall and young. But very lean and ill-dressed. An animated conversation began and the new girl was indicating a particular person with a bike and was telling that he wanted a Blow Job in the street corner and laughed out loud. 
It seemed after hearing the rate demanded for the service, he became dumb and and from that time onward he was staring at her. When their conversation ended, the second girl also decided to accompany us as she said she wanted to see me transformed into Girl.
I asked her with full of dreams whether I would be able to walk the street like her after dressing up like a female. Both of them laughed but didn't reply.

Process of Transformation:

In the place where she suggested there were three more transgenders and all were happy to see me. They crowded around me and started making suggestions. Suman was the one who first acted. She asked me to undress. I felt a bit embarrassed but still managed to strip and stood there with just my Panties on (I had the oversight to wear my new panty beneath my Pant)  She draped my body with a big Turkey Towel and asked me to sit in the chair.

Then Suman started applying foundation in my face and the feeling was electrifying. Then the Powder, Blush, Lip Stick and eye decorations and finally she brought a Mirror and showed me. I couldn't believe what I saw in the Mirror. I was completely transformed and I myself could not recognize me. She removed the turkey towel and then draped me with a silky cloth and took some snap shots.
She then took out a party dress that was black in color from her bag and asked me to wear it. While trying that dress only, I felt how thin she should be because after wearing it, I could not zip it in the back. All of them took their turn and tried but all their efforts went vain. The truth is truth, I was fat. Without Zipping the dress Suman took few more snap shots.

Transformation completed:

None of the dresses brought by Suman fitted me. At that a real Lady joined us and introduced as the counsellor for transgenders and inquired about what exactly was happening there. When she was told about the mismatch of the dresses she felt real pity for me and offered to help me out. She said she is going to attend a function in the evening and for the occasion she had brought a dress which she could lend me if I guarantee to return it by evening.
I gladly accepted and my second transformation began. Believe me the change was beautiful and I was fully satisfied. But my main disappointment came when I was told that I could not go out in that traditional dress because that would look odd. I was guaranteed that if I came again next week I could have that experience.
So I came Next week and the same girl along with few others cheated me and stole all my money from my Bank account. Let me tell that story in my next Blog.